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Sunday, January 31, 2016

Democrat trolls posts BS blaming rape using my name

Recently There have been attempts by Liberals to smear me. Yes More attempts to Smear. You may remember there were false allegations that I supported the murder of Kelly Thomas who was violently murdered for being homeless by Communist pig cops and then acquitted by California Marxist bums.

Well the left is at it again. On several websites such as this one here people have posted in my name claiming that Rape is the rape victim's fault.

This is absurd. Rape is never the victims fault. Of course women shouldn't go walking around showing skin and giving perverts ideas but this is absurd to say they are to blame. There is always a choice for these perverted pieces of excrement to rape or not rape.

The only ones who blame rape victims are either other perverts, the fags, and of course Muslims since they regard women as sub-human. Muslims are the most guilty of this. Islam has always supported sexual slavery, rape, child molestation and wife beating. They are cowardly enough to rape a woman or beat a woman so its no surprise they are cowardly enough to fly planes into buildings full of innocent civilians.

I am not a Muslim. I do not believe in blaming the rape victim. I am an American and a westerner and I hold that Rape is always the fault of the rapist. Never the fault of the victim.

The KGB connections in America

Saturday, January 30, 2016

RIP Al-Jazeera America

It would be remiss of me not to mention the pending demise of the cable news network Al Jazerra America, which is shutting down April 30. Boo-hoo, cried NOBODY anywhere.

From The New York Times:

It’s hardly surprising that America didn’t cotton to a cable news channel owned by Mideast interests that didn’t mind sprinkling in anti-Semitism. The question is why these suckers paid such a high price to get into your living room.

Mr. Gore and his partners launched Current TV in 2005 and toyed with formats before settling on liberal drivel. Keith Olbermann worked there a few minutes, it has been rumored. Cenk (rhymes with stink) Yugur hosted a program called “The Young Turks.” Jennifer Granholm, once the governor of Michigan, bored people nightly.

Every twist and turn of programming was accompanied by lavish praise from The Times, dozens of stories. But the ratings never grew from what could be accounted for by pets like me accidentally stepping on remotes.

When oil money came calling, Mr. Gore was all ears. Smart people never buy anything he is selling.

Other facts:

The TV Network that Al B0re sold to these jihadist bastards was going to bought by Joseph Farah and Worldnetdaily. Imagine a network even superior and more fair and balanced than Fox! Imagine a network that broadcast info that even Fox couldn't show you. A network free of the taint of investors and interests! No. Al Gore couldn't abide by that.

Luckily the network has bit the dust. Americans are not interested in the treasonous rabble of the towel head jihadists or their demonic moon god. Neither are the majority of Americans interested in Islam the way European degenerate filth are.  Therefore the network failed in the American marketplace. Islam can only thrive among the ignorant, the degenerate, the racist and the evil violent. Al-Jazeera fails again for this reason. Al Jazeera also failed to provide decent programming that americans want to view. I could go on but Righting on the wall again hits it on the noggin.

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Thursday, January 28, 2016

Eric Cartman foments nazism at Occupy wall street

For the record Ladies and Gentlemen I have been to Occupy Wall st. meetings as have my associates. These people really do preach this kind of anti-Semitic crap against Jews, blaming them for socialism failing.

views expressed by Eric Cartman are those of all liberals.

If there was ever a reason to bring back the Hollywood blacklist, this is it!

I was a communist... for the FBI

Here now is the shocking testimony of an FBI agent who infiltrated the ranks of the communist party in America. Tommorow we will introduce another who is an ex-communist and how subversives in America helped the communists against McCarthy and infiltrated the government!

Monday, January 25, 2016

sorry if I've been away awhile everyone!

But I make it all up today. Last couple weeks were not impressive I had the flu and I'm recovering, I also had been busy at work and so on. Well hopefully starting tomorrow or at least the day after tomorrow we'll see more interesting articles and not just youtube vids. Still I intend to advertise more video about Ted Cruz and the new organization New Yorkers for Cruz by JTF's Chaim Ben pesach. I think it'll turn out even better than ZAK (Zionists againt Kerry) And even better than Jews Against Obama. This has lots of promise.

Unless of course that is if you're a Trump supporter. Chaim Ben Pesach JTF and NY4Cruz is anti-trump. But don't get me wrong. He'd make a fine running mate for Cruz and He's far superior than Hillary or Stalin I mean Bernie Sanders.

I also intend to post a couple of historical articles I think you'll all like! Written by the same Professor that helped me write my articles on Lepanto and the Byzantine empire!

Ted Cruz rises above the media goes straight to the American people

The News media can't keep Ted Cruz down folks. He ignores the left wing smear mills and even Fox to take his message straight into the hearts of the American people and into the heart of the matter before him.

click here to see his fantastic interview on Fox and and learn more

response from Herbert's legal guardian

This is Gordon Bowler Herbert's uncle and for a time Herbert's legal guardian along with his father and mother and two other uncles. We had the meeting on thursday with Herbert's psychiatrist and case manager and a few officials from the Guardian bureau in Green Bay. Here's what happened.

We all agree Herbert is now ready to take care of himself independently and he no longer needs a guardian. However He will continue to have a conservator (me and his father) watch his inheiritence. He will also not travel far. He will probably be moving in a couple months to Minnesota. We had a long talk with Herbert about responsibility and living conditions. Last weekend we took him on a trip to Tulsa and to Oklahoma city. We showed him what he can expect if he decides to move there far away. It looks like he's changed his mind.

We sat down when we got home again on the sunday before MLK holiday began and we talked and talked about where Herbert could live where he could be independent and find a job. We all agreed that Herbert should live in Minnesota. He will move to the St Paul area. Herbert has relatives in Edina which is just outside the city who can help him if needs be and he also has relatives in Duluth. We are already looking at places he can stay at and Herbert is excited about it. However because it is very cold over there this time of year and because there is a need to prepare Herbert agreed to wait till early May to move.

Herbert will move sometime in May and while we wait we are preparing him. We agreed to fund his travel his stay and give him all he needed on the condition he attend classes at an adult welfare center that teaches classes on job skills and social skills. Herbert was stubborn about going there saying that he already has social skills and job skills and claims that since he has worked at Labor  Ready before he doesn't need it. We don't agree but in exchange for payment and help Herbert agreed to finally let the government help him. We assured him that it was just for the meantime to fill in any gaps he had about social skills. He really needs it.

Herbert's father, mother, myself and his Uncle Gerald have agreed to be his conservators over his inheiretince. We will fund whatever he needs to live in St Paul as well as money from our own pocket to stay there.

Although It has been found that Herbert is ready, there are still concerns that he has skill deficiencies particularly in social skills and living skills. Herbert also must agree to continue to see a psychiatrist. Medication will be changed if necessary and well be flexible but if his doctor orders him on any meds he must take them.

Herbert can comment here again but he can't go around saying he was abused. It simply isn't true. Yes we had been hard on him maybe sometimes too much but he has behavioral issues. He also can't go on the internet too much anymore. We put limits on that too. He has to spend more time outside moving around and going to classes at the adult welfare office. He also has to try and find work. He tries to get a job at labor ready but unfortunately they don't have too much work available.

Herbert is doing a bit better than he was when he was a teenager. 2 years ago he was a big problem. He can't manage himself and he couldn't manage his illness but he's improved greatly.

I want to also point out we are not communists or socialists. We consider ourselves left of center but not that far and we believe that people who can't behave themselves need the government to take care of themselves. We don't share the views of libertarian nuts like Alex Jones, Brian Ball or Herbert that anyone can do whatever they want without the government checking them. No. We have to share this country and a boy who has tantrums can't care for himself and can't find work or even moderate his portions at Golden Corral needs government care. Sorry Herbert and right wingers but mankind needs to be governed Thus speaks a communist hater of freedom. Who gets to decide who needs to be imprisoned and restricted by tyrannical failing government. And if government is so good why couldn't they give Herbert a job and an apartment of his own. Looks like communism failed again this time in Wisconsin.

Anyway I hope that clarifies things. Were not against freedom or anything like that WHATEVER!! But we believe in limits and sensibility. As for Herbert he's doing better now and this Spring he'll be out on his own in Minnesota and hopefully he'll get a better job than just labor ready. Bye for now. Gordon Bowler.

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JTF Chiam ben pesach to support Ted Cruz (New Yorkers for Ted Cruz)

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We will post more videos from JTF and from New Yorkers for Ted Cruz.

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

michael savage impersonates and slams Communist Bernie Sanders

Check these out. LOL! Michael savage takes calls as Bernie Sanders and slams communist callers who support Sanders.

Sunday, January 17, 2016

The liberal war on Ted Cruz and Donald Trump

With Ted Cruz and Donald Trump up for the GOP candidacy the Leftist press has been on the rampage tearing up Cruz and Trump.

Donald Trump of all people have had it worse when it comes to attacks by the left. Cries of racism, intolerance, bigotry, misogyny ETC. have gone throughout the media. In fact Trump has had more criticism than Obama did when he was a Democratic candidate in 2008 to when he was president. Already Trump has been attacked more and more.

Fortunately the attacks by the left have been wonderful for The Donald's poll numbers. Polls show Trump is ahead of the game. This indicates that the majority of Americans are fed up with the left and fed up with liberal bias. Americans are fed up with illegal alien wet backs taking jobs and starting gangs and Americans are also fed up with Muslims.

Donald Trump is the only candidate who has the courage to say what needs to be said and demand the action that we all demand. No more political correctness no more tolerance of evil and no more liberal fascism. The left are having a heart attack while real americans are happy.

Ted Cruz still has a considerable lead in the polls. He hasn't come out much unfortunately like the Donald has but Ted Cruz unlike Trump has a voting record and already the left has condemned Cruz for his fiscal conservatism his opposition to wasteful spending the usual criticism.

But Ted Cruz has actually been attacked by another thing, his citizenship. The left, which for 8 years has tried to cover up Barack Obama's questionable citizenship and has even called for non citizens from communist countries that hate us to be allowed to run for president is now turning around and using the same supposidly racist xenophobic attacks against Ted Cruz, arguing he is not a citizen.

The same tactics that the left condemns as racist and xenophobic they are now using on Ted Cruz. Remember when Obama opponents were branded racist for suggestions he was a Muslim or for his involvment with Jeremiah Wright? Well the Left has already attacked Cruz for his involvment with the so called religious right. That's right! Ted Cruz under attack for defending religious liberty and public expression of religion from commie Democrats.

And while Donald Trump takes attack after attack after attack by the liberal media and their cries of racist, fascist, sexist, homophobic, xenophobic and every other ist and bic, Cruz has not escaped attacks by independent liberals. for instance refers to Cruz as a Proto-fascist thug Demogogue. Others have predicted a slew of dystopia nightmare fantasies of exploitation and abuse by right wingers.

One leftist blog predicts that if Ted Cruz were to become president it would lead to another gilded age. Banks would run the economy, families would be put into poverty and millions would be unemployed or forced to work at burger king. Ted Cruz essentially is another 4 or 8 years of Bush according to the blog. It goes on to state that Ted Cruz would abolish women's reproductive health affirmative action cut wages and abuse the working class and that millions of americans would be homeless or very poor if his policies were put into place. Women and minorities would suffer the most.

Hmmmm... That sounds a lot like what we've been going through with the 8 years of Obama's administration. And Killing babies before their born hasn't done wonders for the economy neither so no worries about that. Affirmative action? Reverse discrimination is still discrimination but with no jobs created under Barry bail out the banks Hussein its a moot point.

Ted Cruz in truth would be a godsend to the nation's economy and to civil liberties. Cruz did support the patriot act and other communist policies that had potential to infringe on civil liberties but he restrained those laws to make sure that it did not happen. Instead what we need to do is throw out the muslims.

Cruz's economic policies would stabilize the economy and put millions of Americans back to work and give the homeless a chance to get their own homes. Businesses could invest in America again without fear and without cost. It may take awhile to recover from 8 years of Obama but they'll catch on. By deporting illegal aliens that alone would cut American unemployment and homelessness in half. IN HALF! There's no better time to vote Republican for someone like Cruz or Trump.

Trump's biggest problem is his attacks on Cruz. The tea party likes Cruz and while Trump is no longer a leftist like he was in his younger years, the people have not forgotten that. Trump should lay off the negative attacks on Cruz and focus on going after the Democrats while he's ahead. Remind the people he's not the liberal he once was. As an associate of mine once said, live in New York and you wont be a leftist anymore.

Saturday, January 16, 2016

Louis Farrakhan hits it on the nail on Donald Trump

Calypso Louie shows us why Donald Trump is so popular. Even he can be right at times

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

SHOCKING UNSEEN FOOTAGE of Muslims laying siege to Europe


African and Syrian Muslim refugees start riot in school outside Berlin

Sorry if I've been away for sometime folks! But I had the flu and there was also business to look after after holidays. Also been tweeking up on my YT channel. Leftists have been busy reeking havoc. They deleted a video I did about Muslims attacking students who had to barricade themselves in a classroom in England. But I have this nice one of German students at an agricultural school outside Berlin being attacked by the Muslims. Here it is folks! Multiculturalism, in all its glory!

Tuesday, January 5, 2016

Conservatives 4 Ted Cruz

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we would like to note for the benefit of viewers that after Cruz our choice would be Donald trump but he will likely be vice president. 

another response from homeless victim's legal guardian

This is Robert bowler, Brian i just wish to come out say some things. This is in response to some comments made by Brian and others and in light of conversations i've had with Herbert. First of all, i am not a communist and neither is my brother Gordon or any of my relatives or in-laws. I consider myself to be left of center and progressive. I am a democrat. I do not believe everything that the government says is true I just find it to be more reliable.

i also want to point out that despite what you or your viewers believe, no one has the right to live irresponsibly and poorly as my son Herbert has or as many others are right now. The government has a duty to take care of those who are too incapacitated to care for themselves. Also people with mental illness or mental disability should not be allowed to decide their course of treatment or be in control and that they should not be without getting help.

I agree and now I see that Asperger's syndrome is not a mental illness but a form of autism as Tina pointed out but they still have illnesses and disorders. Herbert has several problems including generalized anxiety, major depression, forward impulse control disorder and a childish behavior complex that is considered a mental illness.

No, we do not all have the right to do whatever we want whenever we feel like it we need to respect our communities and the good of our communities as well as individuals. No people do no have the right to reproduce. I am not for forced sterilizations except in serious cases but people like Herbert would make bad parents. He can't even take care of himself much less a baby.

I do not verbally abuse Herbert. I have spoken to different experts both in the government sector as well as the private sector.  What I do to him is not mental abuse. I admit I am hard on him sometimes and that's probably wrong given his condition but people like Herbert need to grow some shell on their skin. I do not abuse him.  The guardianship placed on herbert which was limited . Herbert I guess didn't know or forgot but there was a hearing Herbert was not present he was at school my wife and I spoke to the judge at the probate court asking them to maintain a plenary legal guardianship. 

He decided that such a guardianship was extreme and unnecesary so we had a limited one which would remain for about 3 years. It was renewed after Herbert ran away. We have a review coming up this month after Martin Luther King day on I believe the 27th or the 28th. If the review upholds his guardianship then the next step would be a hearing about one or two months from now.

Listen. I am not against Herbert living on his own outside Wisconsin but only if he is responsible enough and safe enough. I disagree that Wisconsin has a bad economy but Were not as bad as most places. I have told Herbert he can live close by but on the condition that its close enough someplace oh say Illinois Minnesota or Iowa maybe Nebraska or Indiana. But not far. I don't want him moving to a red state either. I want him where he can access programs or get help. I also told him that he needs to stay on SSI and see a psychiatrist and be on meds if neccesary.

I don't do this to be mean to Herbert. he needs help. if you knew him like I did you'd understand.

Saturday, January 2, 2016


Happy new year to all my friends and loved ones! This year is gonna be exciting I am sure!

Here's what well be talking about on Mainestategop!

  • A new plan by Hillary Clinton to steal the savings of millions of hard working Americans
  • The threat of a Bernie Sanders regime in Washington
  • Donald Trump, Ted Cruz and more
  • SSI scandals and the expansion of SSI for welfare for bums and to steal your saving!
  • How a mafia of homeless marxists rule Seattle with an Iron fist and is reaching its tentacles throughout the American west!
  •  How liberals plan to kill millions of poor and homeless americans through Stalin like regulations on food using the FDA!
  •  The FAA and how it is hurting your travel by air
  • How public schools indoctrinate students to become loyal Democrat automotrons!
  • The wasted legacy of Barack Hussein Obama
  • Obama's pastor and a Catholic priest in Chicago making waves
  • The price of gun control
  • The racist history of Democrats then and now!

Response from SSI victim's legal guardian

Here is a response by Herbert Bowler's father who is his legal guardian:

Hi. I'm Robert Bowler. I am Herbert Bowler's father and along with my wife brother and the state of Wisconsin Appel his legal guardian. I am emailing a response to my son's allegations that we are abusing him and mistreating him by not letting him live on his own outside the state of Wisconsin and because he is a ward of the state.

Herbert Bowler has been seeing therapists, doctors and child psychologists since he was 7 years old. Herbert has always been an odd person and not like his peers. He also has a behavioral issue and behavioral health problems. Doctors have first diagnosed him as having Asperger's syndrome when he was 7 or 8 years old. Asperger's syndrome is a mental illness related to autism and is also rated on the DSM as a cognitive disorder. People with Asperger's are very high functioning adults and children as compared to other disabled adults in children but have issues requiring them to have structures in place to help them go about their living situation.

We all love my son Herbert, me most of all but to say that Herbert is not in any sense mentally ill is an exaggeration and dishonest. Since childhood and especially in his teen years, Herbert has shown himself to be unstable and mentally disturbed especially when under stress or when things don't go the way he wants.

Herbert's behavioral and mental problems are the result of Asperger's and in addition to fidgeting, rocking his head, talking and mumbling to himself and making funny faces for no reason he is egotistic, greedy, a glutton, and irresponsible. Whenever Herbert does something wrong he makes excuses or blames someone else.

Again I love my son very very much, I think even more than my other children sometimes but these things need to be said. The truth hurts but it needs to come out. He has problems and he needs to come to terms with his problems and take responsibility for his behavior. Herbert's reflex is to interpret it as mental abuse and verbal abuse and he exaggerates this in his head so that is why people like his case workers interpret it as mental abuse. We are not mentally abusing Herbert. We are simply pointing out his troubles.

In school Herbert struggled because of bullying and academically he struggled. He was diagnosed at 14 with ADHD and possible Bipolar another illness that effects several million Americans. The bipolar diagnosis was thrown around al lot but Herbert's current doctor doesn't agree. But he needs to accept labels just as we all do.

As an adult Herbert was unable to find work. Herbert puts this down as a bad economy but compared to other areas of the country Wisconsin is fine. The problem is Herbert's lack of social skills and poor communication skills. Herbert's doctor agrees. We signed Herbert up for Vocational Rehab to help him get a job but they have thrown their hands up in frustration. While it is true that Wisconsin's economy is fine, the job market is weak and disabled adults like Herbert are at the bottom of the barrel. Furthermore Herbert's skills were not so good and counsellors did not put him forward as good material for job employment.

Herbert has a history of issues such as tantrums going into adolescence and adulthood.  The first recorded instance of Herbert having tantrums was in his art class at age 12. His sculpture was destroyed by another student who didn't like him and he demanded that the art teacher "find the culprit and expel him." When the teacher refused to stop the art lesson and told him that he and his partner had to start all over he went into a screaming fit and began pounding the table and accused everyone of breaking the sculpture and siding against him. He then walked up to another student's painting, accused him of breaking it because he laughed at him and began to spit on it. He then accused the teacher of helping the bullies out against him. He knocked over tables and chairs and damaged other student's art work even pushing another student. The art teacher and another teacher grabbed him and hauled him to the principals office. I got a call saying that Herbert was having a bad day and that he had to be sent home. When got home my wife told him he was not allowed to play video games for the entire day since he was bad and he threw another tantrum saying that we were all against him.  The tantrum consisted of screaming knocking over furniture and pounding the wall and floor while screaming that we were all with the bullies. He said if the teacher did not find the bully that broke his sculpture and give him a passing grade he would publically kill himself. He also demanded that he be allowed to play nintendo or he would seriously hurt another student.

Well, I went to a PTC to talk to the art teacher told him the situation and they told us they'd let herbert opt out of the class since people bullied him too much and he wasn't doing good to being with. Herbert was suspended for a day after the incident. We thought about sending Herbert to the hospital but we didn't thinking that this would pass by. That it was just a childhood phase. Well a year later in Junior high Herbert had another tantrum. 

His teacher gave him an F on a report he did because his had writing was very bad. He began to argue with the teacher over it and the teacher threatened to send him to detention if he didn't drop it. when he walked back to his desk another student laughed at him and called him a dweeb  and a nitwit. He demanded that the teacher do something and when she said no, Herbert hit the student in the face real hard giving him a shiner. 

He was ordered to go to principal's office for detention he then threw the desk across the room and screamed that everyone would die if it happened again and that he would "rape the fuck out of everyone if they didn't stop hurting him and if the teachers did nothing." He then stormed out of the office and then thretned another student in the hall as he walked saying he was looking at him funny. at the office he threw a screaming tantrum that everyone including the teachers hated him. They almost had to call the police.

So we had another conference, Herbert was given one week worth of detention and was grounded. No Nintendo or play station. (we lifted the sanctions after 3 days.) We also had to come up with a behavioral plan for Herbert. He was required to see the guidance counselor twice weekly for the remainder of the school year and the principal wanted us to get him a therapist. We couldn't get one at the time because my health plan wouldn't let me and when we did it lasted only for a year. We couldn't send him anymore.

Herbert's next recorded tantrum was when he was 15. He was shoved into the lockers in the hallway and demanded that the principal suspend the student who did it. He didn't and Herbert began to throw a screaming tantrum and jump up and down and the police were called. Eventually the principal gave in and gave him a detention. Herbert was sent home and suspended for a day for being disruptive. The police gave Herbert and I a warning citation for disorderly conduct in which Herbert immediately accused the officers of supporting bullying and even brought up Rodney King. I almost thought he would get us all in trouble.

At 17 the biggest outburst of all was when Herbert locked himself in an empty class and threatned to burn the room down if he did not get treated right. This was because his homework was thrown away allegedly by bullies. He called it a non-violent protest. The police came tore through the barricade and arrested herbert who was then taken to a psychiatric ward for evaluation and treatment.  He also called the media as well. Fortunately they didn't cover the incident we told them the issue was resolved and Herbert was getting a much needed rest.

The only good that came out of this is that experts were on hand to help us get Herbert enrolled in a health plan that allowed him to go to a psychiatrist and get medication until he turned 18. The staff were good enough to help us keep him on the plant till he turned 20. 

The next tantrum occured when he was 18. He was teased and harrassed by another student and kicked his desk. When Herbert was told to leave he threw a screamer and demanded that the other person be punished. He kicked the desk again then slapped the other student. Herbert was taken to the principal's office then sent home. He had another tantrum when we announced he would be limited as to how often he could eat out and play video games. He reacted horribly and said we hated him and didn't want him to succeed. He then hit the walls ran around and screamed. We called the police and Herbert went back to the hospital for another 72 hours.

at 19 herbert had a tantrum in the Voc Rehab office when the counsellors told him that he was very awkward and could not envision Herbert being a worker. He was told he should apply for SSI. Herbert wanted instead to get money from his Grandma like his brothers and sisters were and live on his own and prove them wrong. When we told him no and that we would be conservators and guardians he threw a fit tore up papers and yelled it up!

He had another tantrum again at the psychiatrists office accusing the staff of patient abuse. They sent him home. Luckily for them our health plan ran out.

He had yet another Tantrum at the group home he stayed at. They were having a nice bbq cook out at the beach in Lake Michigan when he began wondering around telling people that he was being abused by staff and parents that we wrongfully diagnosed him as mentally ill all because we don't love him and said that he was miserable. He asked them to call his lawyer and us and ask us to give him his money and let him move out of Wisconsin. When they were going home in the car back to the group home he had a screaming fit yelling that he was not disabled and that everyone hated him for no good reason. He yelled so loud the driver had to stop call the police and have Herbert taken to the hospital since he could not focus driving.

The last recorded tantrum we know of was when Herbert was 22. He argued about his situation and accused us of hurting him. When we told him he had to stay at the residential care apartment and accept the way things were he had yet another grand fit. Screaming yelling throwing tables and saying that his whole future is lost just because of the word of a doctor.

I think there were other times he had tantrums or at least light tantrums but He is very childish.

In addition he is grossly obese because he eats too damn much. Herbert constantly eats more than everyone he never moderates his portion sizes even before he was on medication. He especially eats at buffet restaurants. We have a rule. He is forbidden to eat at those places unless we accompany him. Gordon and I have something called Herbert patrol. In our free time drive or walk by the buffets making sure Herbert isn't there pigging out.

This brings me to another situation. His table manners are repulsive. Herbert shovels food into his mouth without so much as stopping to breath. At the chinese buffet for instance with his Grandpa, he ate 5-7 plates. Most everyone including my big brother Gordon only had 2 or 3 plates. When he sat down to eat them he ate real fast making chomping and munching sounds and then going back up to get another plate before everyone was done with their first plate. At olive Garden 2 years ago, Herbert had chicken alfredo, dribbling it on himself and making loud chewing noises and not taking his time.

One memorable moment was when Herbert was with the family eating at Golden Corral. We had to do are darndest to keep his portions in proportion. When Herbert got a plate it was loaded with mountains of food enough to feed 2 people I would speculate. He immediately began shoveling it into his mouth very very fast! We had to restrain him and grab his arm. "HERBERT! HERBERT! Slow down... Chew your food... this isn't a race. He would slow down for awhile then start to pick back up and we had to grab his wrist, "wait Herbert... one at a time." He ate his plate before we were all done. He was not allowed back up for seconds until we all finished our firsts. I then had to accompany Herbert to the buffet to make sure he didn't overload again. (Ditto for his uncle Gordon) after 3 smaller portions later he was allowed to have a little desert which he woofed down in one or two bites. I was embarrassed. He is like this all the time and like a child I have to restrain him.

Herbert has run away twice. The first time was back in I think it was 2012 when he wanted to go to Tulsa. He didn't know he was a ward of Wisconsin and his parents. We found out then that he had become a libertarian. His reasoning behind it was because the government programs he was on couldn't find him work because they were lazy and useless. He also believed he was diagnosed with Asperger's syndrome to punish him for why the school failed to stop the bullying. There are times when I wonder if we should've let him go to Tulsa and times where I wonder if we should see how well he does on his own. 

Herbert ran away a second time this year after arguing over removing his guardianship. He was told that he could travel out of state to get it removed. He traveled to New York then Portland Oregon where he was found and brought back after Thanksgiving. He was gone for half a year and had us all worried.

Herbert's condition is hard to fathom. But let me tell you. He needs to be reminded to clean up after himself, he needs to be reminded to take a shower, he needs to take care of himself. No grown man should have to be reminded of that.

Oh! before I forget, I have seen a couple of Herbert's job interviews. One at McDonalds where he blew it by making a screwed up funny face and another one in Green Bay where he talked too loud and the interviewer asked him to lower his voice. This is not a responsible adult.

Herbert's only job history is Labor Ready in Appleton, Green Bay New York and Portland Oregon.

I realize that some people on your blog Brian have no issues or were dealt a bad hand or had just a few issues and shouldn't have had their money taken but people like Herbert are their own worst enemy and it is the state's job to take care of these people along with parents. We need to get Herbert help so he is accepted and allowed to thrive like he's supposed to.

Herbert can be independent and go leave Wisconsin if the State and his doctors agree. I spoke to him and told him if his doctors agree, well let him leave but not far. We prefer herbert live close by either in Chicago or St Paul or Des Moines or some place else where he can get services. But Herbert can't live in Tulsa Im sorry but I don't see how a place like Oklahoma or Texas could be better than Wisconsin.

Anyway that's all for now. I wont be posting the videos of Herbert's tantrums because they are all on VHS and Audio cassette and I don't want to damage them. Well show them off if his hearing next month falls through and if he continues to be resistant to the help were trying to give him.

I love my son, I know I can be hard on him sometimes but I need to be. It was like that for me when I grew up. I have to show him the error of his ways even if he doesn't want to see.

That was Robert Bowler, Father of Herbert Bowler his legal guardian. The response was given on New Years Eve. A copy of this and Herbert's letter was shown to Tina Johnson, a mental health worker and case worker in Sacramento California. Who had these remarks,

My name is Tina Johnson I am a case worker and mental health professional who works in the Sacramento area. for 15 years I have worked with dozens of clients from children to adults many of whom with severe mental illness disability or mentally challenged. I looked at Herbert's letter and his father's response and there seems to be a lot going on that isn't being addressed. 

First of all a few words on Asperger's syndrome. Asperger's syndrome is a form of Autism it is a cognitive disorder that is very mysterious and that people in my profession have baffled over for many years.

I wish to point out for Herbert's benefit it is NOT! NOT a mental illness. In fact people with Asperger's syndrome are very intelligent and very capable people who live normal lives like we do. Some need a little more help, some of them do have mental disorders accompanying Asperger's such as ADHD, Anxiety and major depression others have a few other issues. But at the worst they simply need structures and supports to help them get by.

Looking at Herbert's situation is seems that there are some unresolved conflicts and problems going on in Herbert's life that need to be resolved. Herbert's got some issues and the parents it seem are behind much of it. This being hard on him, saying he's a nut job that he's crazy and laughing at him is probably one of the main reasons.

What I find is that when people with disabilities like Herbert are willing to run away and go places like Tulsa it tells me that he is unhappy with his situation. He is very stressed there are problems he doesn't want to be there anymore. He also has a strong desire to get out into the work force and live on his own. When I work with people like that they usually want to do so because often they are told by loved ones they can't and they feel stupid and left out. They want to to show people they aren't stupid and that there is nothing wrong with them.

 Also I see that Robert admits being hard on him, the problem with people with Asperger's is that they tend to be hypersensitive to criticisms and condemnations. Herbert believes that he is stupid and that getting a job being independent is a way out of his problems. This unfortunately also tends to enforce denial of having Asperger's syndrome. The denial usually comes with the fear of loss of freedom or assets and loss of family support. I find that clients I work with who deny their condition do so because of the stigma attached to it. Sadly societies view of the weak and the mentally ill and the disabled enforces the problem.

I also see Robert is trying too claim that Herbert has it nice that materially he is better off but sadly that doesn't cut it. Its nice you buy him things and provide for him but its only part of the thing. You need to also support him emotionally and lovingly! I know plenty of people who pamper their loved ones but cuss them out chew them out and make their lives unbearable. That's not good enough!

What I would suggest is that Herbert be allowed to move someplace where his family can keep an eye on him and support him just in case he winds up in another homeless situation. Herbert can perhaps stay close to relatives? I recommend places like Massachusetts or Oregon or Washington specifically around the Seattle area. St Paul or Rochester in Minnesota seems to be a nice choice too because of the services they offer. 

As for symptoms like tics and fidgeting or Herbert's overeating, I recommend finding different medications for Herbert to try that wont have so many bad side effects like drowsiness or hunger and some that will also reduce his appetite so he can moderate his eating. Some people with Asperger's are believed to have a condition related to a missing enzyme that might propel much of his bad eating. If Herbert craves foods like grain or dairy or sweets he may have it. So new meds and a change of diet can lessen the symptoms.

Also the family needs to get together and show him love and support! Not this derision or ridicule! That just worsens his behavioral issues.

Finally I wish to recommend the following for herbert. First, instead of buying him 5 new video games buy him something like sneakers to walk around get around and look for jobs in Appleton or Green Bay. Or buy him bus tickets to a close by metropolitan area that can support him and where he can find work! Second, Herbert would benefit greatly if he had a therapist. The therapist could help him grow some skin and also could help him with issues he has and could work with you and the family. 

Another good idea is peer counseling. Mental health professionals with Asperger's syndrome can understand what Herbert is going through and work not only with Herbert but you and the family! If Herbert can't get a job anywhere else he could be trained and employed himself as a peer counselor! 

These are a few suggestions I have. As for Herbert's belief that the government is the problem I should point out that the economy is not so good and that government isn't going to do anything about that. Herbert's political views are motivated by distrust and feeling let down by the government. Also people with Asperger's tend to be credulous. I would recommend exposing Herbert to different view points, maybe let him visit Tulsa and see what its like and what they have to offer as opposed to more enlightened and progressive areas of the country.

One other thing, the government is not a substitute for caring for Herbert. The family has to pull itself together on this one. We are low on funds and low on staff and the economy has shrunk our funding base so while we can help you best we can its best not to rely too much on us.